I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons12 ditë më parë

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores EDitë më parë

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas4 ditë më parë

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt8 ditë më parë

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Eric11 ditë më parë

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis12 ditë më parë

    I love u Lele

  7. yuri tiana

    yuri tiana6 orë më parë

    I'm cryin

  8. nathandiamond546

    nathandiamond5467 orë më parë

    Most people just ruin other people’s happiness. :(

  9. Potatoinahoodie :D

    Potatoinahoodie :D7 orë më parë

    I’m crying because I can relate to this so much and it hurts honestly

  10. elham mohammadian

    elham mohammadian7 orë më parë

    We love you lele . My name is elham and im from iran .i really enjoy your clips and song ...we will support you ❤️

  11. Blinking Intensifies

    Blinking Intensifies7 orë më parë


  12. sImplyCha

    sImplyCha7 orë më parë

    I feel terrible that she has that, my heart broke, this has to be hard to deal with I pray that she finds balance 🙏

  13. Melanie Tellez

    Melanie Tellez7 orë më parë

    i’m happy that she’s talking about it 💕

  14. Kayla Mcbride

    Kayla Mcbride7 orë më parë

    It’s sad 😢 she risks her life to make videos and make posts and pictures And it sucks she’s such a pretty woman 😭😭😢

  15. daniela garcia

    daniela garcia7 orë më parë

    Proud of you for sharing your truth. You are helping a lot of people by doing so

  16. Vali holubova

    Vali holubova7 orë më parë

    Please Czech subtitles because I can't speak English , I live in the Czech Republic :💖:

  17. Vân Vu

    Vân Vu7 orë më parë

    She reminds me of Frank, their yt character also how they deal w their real life

  18. Isha Heeramun

    Isha Heeramun7 orë më parë

    It's funny how thousands of positive comments can bring you up but one negative comment can drag you down *BUT* it's your choice to choose!

  19. William Phillips

    William Phillips7 orë më parë


  20. Theresa Pichardo

    Theresa Pichardo7 orë më parë

    You are amazing lele Pons keep you head high you are amazing and unique and God created you to be this way to help other going through the same as u

  21. DADDA323 DADDA323

    DADDA323 DADDA3237 orë më parë

    You cannot control with the world things.. just be yourself. and do your thing.. you're doing just fine ..

  22. Ava Washington

    Ava Washington7 orë më parë

    its me Ariana i was just going through my phone and saw this video sorry for all the people who bullied u

  23. Ashley L

    Ashley L7 orë më parë

    Mind over matter. You have to control your mind

  24. Jeff Bobbyjoe

    Jeff Bobbyjoe7 orë më parë

    This video is just flexing how good you are at different things...

  25. kingsley

    kingsley7 orë më parë

    Lele I love you that I want to be your brother so bad♥️♥️♥️

  26. No Caller ID

    No Caller ID7 orë më parë

    Seeing her cry makes me laugh

  27. Supreme Breezy

    Supreme Breezy7 orë më parë

    I fully respect you now

  28. PacPacBoy

    PacPacBoy7 orë më parë

    Who cares

  29. Daphne Rose

    Daphne Rose7 orë më parë

    Are people really buying this shit or are the comments being purged? It's literally sad that she's using ocd for clout

  30. octavio mendez

    octavio mendez8 orë më parë

    My. So sorry

  31. Prodjerome

    Prodjerome8 orë më parë

    I have OCD too, feel u.

  32. John Zoppi

    John Zoppi8 orë më parë

    Hi Lele, I forgot to mention that i have OCD and tryed the Wim Hof breathing technique and it was a game changer for me. It has a calming affect on the mind and body with a natural feeling of energy for the whole day. You should try it! wishing you the best..

  33. Sidonia

    Sidonia8 orë më parë

    This is so eye opening...

  34. SiimplyAkira

    SiimplyAkira8 orë më parë

    My mom has OCD with things being perfect & clean.

  35. Cool cookie Productions

    Cool cookie Productions8 orë më parë

    So you making a only fans ?

  36. Marintoxx

    Marintoxx8 orë më parë


  37. Coraliné

    Coraliné8 orë më parë

    No but you probably are

  38. max2082

    max20828 orë më parë

    I'm SERIOUS trying not to troll. Because I can't stand when people like her do crap like this. Makes me sick MAN. There are people out there really hurting and ain't never going to belong and ain't never going to be rich or famous or attractive. Instead of dealing with some of substance, we are watching this talentless hack make a shallow attempt at being "slightly" relatable. It's really insulting.

  39. Daphne Rose

    Daphne Rose8 orë më parë

    Was looking for this

  40. Music

    Music8 orë më parë

    Fuck Lele Pons

  41. Marintoxx

    Marintoxx8 orë më parë


  42. Platinum Videos

    Platinum Videos8 orë më parë


  43. Lucy Mueni

    Lucy Mueni8 orë më parë

    Always been a big fan of Lele...i just want to say im so proud of all ur accomplishments and it means alot that you share this side of your life with us❤️❤️❤️ thank you

  44. charlotte westgate

    charlotte westgate8 orë më parë

    I think that it's great that she is telling people that of is more than just having to be neat. She is and Inspiration to me and I hope to many other people

  45. Trevor_ Henderson_Fan

    Trevor_ Henderson_Fan8 orë më parë

    How come u never had OCD until now?

  46. Austin Esquivel

    Austin Esquivel8 orë më parë

    I have OCD and you are making this look like she passed away and we should all remember her. She is a multimillionaire, with very rich parents. Went to a nice school.

  47. BTS -Me Army

    BTS -Me Army8 orë më parë

    انه احبج هواي متابعتج من العراق او بكيت وياج 😢😢😢😢😢

  48. John Zoppi

    John Zoppi8 orë më parë

    stay strong! you are beautiful and have lots of people supporting you!!

  49. Ry

    Ry8 orë më parë

    Although I don’t like your content, I have never really had any disrespect for you. It is a preference thing. Knowing you struggle with mental illness hit home for me and I’m glad you’re able to fight through and have this career. I only wish that in your book about your guide to high school you had been more genuine and talked about these issues. I feel as though it could have helped a lot of people, but I understand it’s a hard step to take and can be very private.

  50. Pavlína Čepánová

    Pavlína Čepánová9 orë më parë

    Im crying 😭😭

  51. zabdulla _82

    zabdulla _829 orë më parë

    Even though she was going through all of this, she always stayed positive. I would’ve never guess she was going through all of this. It’s not easy opening up to stuff like this. We are so proud of you! ♥️

  52. Kinley Barron

    Kinley Barron9 orë më parë

    I have a really really bad OCD

  53. debora s

    debora s9 orë më parë

    Love you lele, you are great. Its nice you let us in more.

  54. Antonia Caliope

    Antonia Caliope9 orë më parë

    i'm sorry lele

  55. Lucas Scoliosis

    Lucas Scoliosis9 orë më parë

    This made me feel sad.

  56. Reino Ferreira Rodriguez

    Reino Ferreira Rodriguez10 orë më parë

    Jesus love you only Jesus save only Jesus give freedom and health any sickness and depression. 🙌

  57. Ileana Rea Martínez

    Ileana Rea Martínez10 orë më parë


  58. Lucasky

    Lucasky10 orë më parë

    Lele. I too have ADHD

  59. FaTaL M K

    FaTaL M K10 orë më parë

    Believe it or not lele not one cares

  60. Nicholas Spidel

    Nicholas Spidel10 orë më parë

    I have OCD and the subtype ROCD as well, I've struggled with severe anxiety and I've gone through periods of depression, and boy howdy, I get how tough it is to deal with. I'll admit, I've been a frequent critic of the content you've made geared towards children, just on a moral level. And I think I would still stand by some of those criticisms. Mental disabilities still aren't great excuses for moral shortcomings. But I absolutely wouldn't want to keep that standpoint and not allow you room to grow. You deserve grace, understanding, and compassion. And it was very courageous for you to speak up about your mental disabilities, and to show some of your really vulnerable moments. I praise you for that. And I want to have even more reasons to praise your growth going forward, your content, your character, your honesty, your integrity. Good on you, Lele, keep it up, and God bless. I'll always support you being the best person that you can be.

  61. Lexi Hawkins

    Lexi Hawkins10 orë më parë

    OMG I have the Guinness world record 2017 And I saw you in it Like if you have the book xxx

  62. Serenalic

    Serenalic9 orë më parë

    no thank you

  63. Leanne

    Leanne10 orë më parë

    I have OCD too! Finally someone to relate to.

  64. Mr. ʎuuǝʞ

    Mr. ʎuuǝʞ10 orë më parë

    OCD isnt self diagnosable.

  65. Juan B

    Juan B10 orë më parë

    I want a burger


    THATGUYREX10 orë më parë

    Lmao well ur stuff is far from perfect

  67. drifting high enough

    drifting high enough10 orë më parë

    I’d have to beat my own ass if I had to deal with this

  68. ぷチェブールHannah

    ぷチェブールHannah10 orë më parë

    My little sister has Tourette. I have a smaller form of OCD, depression, borderline syndrome, social phobia and something similar to schizophrenia. But I‘m not giving up and I‘m still confident that I can achieve my dreams and so can you, everyone who struggles with disorders, everyone who doesn‘t feel ok. Difference is the only thing we all have in common, we‘re all special❤️

  69. PIXEL K

    PIXEL K10 orë më parë

    We like you lele!💙

  70. ぷチェブールHannah

    ぷチェブールHannah10 orë më parë

    My little sister has Tourette. I have a smaller form of OCD, depression, borderline syndrome, social phobia and something similar to schizophrenia. But I‘m not giving up and I‘m still confident that I can achieve my dreams and so can you, everyone who struggles with disorders, everyone who doesn‘t feel ok. Difference is the only thing we all have in common, we‘re all special❤️

  71. Dangerous One

    Dangerous One10 orë më parë

    I love you lele. I wish that I could meet you. Sometimes I wish to be you. I think I have a hairn pulling ocd. But its not about me. Te Amo

  72. Just Jessi

    Just Jessi11 orë më parë

    I have OCD and I am soooo glad I am not famous because I could NOT deal with this 😭 OCD is hard enough.

  73. Caitlin Whittaker

    Caitlin Whittaker11 orë më parë

    lele egnore them you be you and egnore the haters just be yourself i love you lele xxx

  74. The DNA

    The DNA11 orë më parë

    you're such a extraordinary person

  75. Omega Sake

    Omega Sake11 orë më parë


  76. Smol potato ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

    Smol potato ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ10 orë më parë

    Whether you like her or not, she is brave for doing this.

  77. Ali Hassoun

    Ali Hassoun11 orë më parë

    Come on really you’re monetizing your mental health

  78. Ali Hassoun

    Ali Hassoun7 orë më parë

    Serenalic no I understand that what I’m saying this will clearly draw in more views that other videos and I understand it’s about her “secret life”. I feel that they run out of content and are just so engulfed the lifestyle they need to publicize every little detail of their life

  79. Serenalic

    Serenalic9 orë më parë

    i’m not a smartass, but it’s literally part of a yt original series all yt original series are monetized.

  80. Pearlescent M00n

    Pearlescent M00n11 orë më parë


  81. Nakeisha Johnson

    Nakeisha Johnson11 orë më parë

    Im sorry you have OCD I want ocd to come to me than you. :(

  82. Nakeisha Johnson

    Nakeisha Johnson11 orë më parë

    they are just rude dont listen to them. So just be you dont be someone else. :D

  83. Lil AG

    Lil AG11 orë më parë

    Dammn I feel bad well shit Ig I’m sorry

  84. Pietro Paronitti

    Pietro Paronitti11 orë më parë

    Eeh the big game of communication .. she s just lying at herself but she s a sun so she needs to express herself straight and that s what happen. It's belong to the process of growing. She needs to get out of all that people who s surrounded and live people with her same problems . Travel lonely Leave modern medicine psychology ecc

  85. Yung Everest

    Yung Everest11 orë më parë

    An acid trip would solve a lot of these problems

  86. Diana Hartley

    Diana Hartley11 orë më parë

    Her: messes with shower handle. me: ehehe

  87. Harini K Iyer

    Harini K Iyer11 orë më parë

    I respect Lele I respect Yaa

  88. محسن بهرامی

    محسن بهرامی11 orë më parë

    You have ocd but i have DVD.

  89. Angel Moonwalker#mj

    Angel Moonwalker#mj11 orë më parë

    It’s so cool to see that lele have OCD because I also have OCD and I’ve been struggling with this nice to know that I’m not alone

  90. kingslayerjeremiah Watkins

    kingslayerjeremiah Watkins11 orë më parë

    I love you and your video

  91. Zack Kluver

    Zack Kluver11 orë më parë

    you know ocd is out there and people have different levels of it but it's hard when you have it not to feel on a day to day basis like you're the only one. reading this comment section and seeing the community this video is creating has allowed me to see for the first time how much support is out there instead of trying to convince myself in my head. to lele and everyone else experiencing mental health struggles, they're here for you ↓↓↓↓↓↓ we're here for you

  92. Smol potato ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

    Smol potato ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ10 orë më parë

    Do your think you could give me any tips for trying to speak to my parents? I’m struggling quite a lot....

  93. Julie Vasquez

    Julie Vasquez11 orë më parë

    I just realized I have ocd cause i do all of this

  94. Sara Cohen

    Sara Cohen11 orë më parë

    ❤️ this Lele! Your Very brave for sharing this with the world!

  95. ignCoffend

    ignCoffend11 orë më parë